Bless me, father, for I have really sinned. Really! I'm not kidding here! Big sinner.

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fuck this morse code shit im gona make everyone hear what i say. im so fucking jealous why are you spending more time with them than me you said you fucking love me im goig to kill this guy youre talking with insteda of me. i hate this guy i hate him im killig him im going to find his adress and kill him and his whole fucking family i cant stand him why do you talk to him and not me you fucking bithc i hate you and this guy so much you should talk to ME not him. I should be your valentien not him. i hate him so much. if you find this page you probably will hate me and cut off all contacts but whatever. i love you so much i dont even know if its actual love or obsession because you were nice to me oh my god im going to kill that guy you spend more time with i hate hate hate hate hate hate him i hope he dies in pain .im tired of pretending i dont care or whatever but i cant tell you how jealous i am youll think im fuckig insane and should die im so sorry man. i want to kill myself so bad why do i feel like that i dont fucking understand i want to cry and cry and cry while you hold me in your arms an tell me its okay that you love that youre always minr and im always yours i want to hug you and never let you go pleasee plase please please i keep having dreams about you dont leave me

im wanna kill myself really bad right now. this shit sucks i suck big big fucking dong god hates me im his least favorite punching bag. i deserve every single thing that happens with me i dont deserve any understanding nor happiness i should rot for eternity i fucking hate myself. i dont want to die but i really hope i wwill. dumb and obsessed attention whore with no future i fucking hope i dont have any future i dont deserve to be happy with my life i need to feel everything that my friend felt when i abandoned them i dont have a good explanation for what i did. i deserve every death wish and threat and harassment from people who do and not know me. ireally want to cut myself but it would hurt so much im afraid of it i cant even kill myself. i should suffer for eternity

i rreally regret binge born. im writing tthis on mmy phone rright now so tthe text is ffucked uup. sorry. i miss my gguy i wanna kkill mmyself hhthat ssucks asass. i think he ssaw this page and now rereally fucking hates me. not blaming hhim tthough i get iit t

i want to cut myself so much i deserve the pain but am scared of it so muchhhhh hhhhh i hate it i hate myself i hate everyone i hate everything i just want to be normal about things and not some eweird ass freak pushing people away.

im beginning to hate him. like for real hate not ironic or something i dont feel any good emotion when i think about him. it was a bad idea

i wish i never met him

i feel better. sadly. my school found my socials and now principal looks weird at me but whatever mom said im gonna be fine. geez damn leave me alone. i feel like they just dont like me.

Yup.